THIS GUY JUST ASKED ME WHAT MY NAME WAS AND I DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHAT HE SAID SO I SAID 4:45
(Source: percyo)
Awesome day
Pretty good afternoon
I ate a lot today which is great
Tomorrow is the beginning of the weekend so
Yeah I’m pretty content right now
my blog has went from a personal blog to a kissing blog to a depression blog back to a personal blog to a 1D/porn blog to a soft grunge blog and now it’s like half pretty people and half stupid text posts who even am I
I can’t wait for the day I fall asleep next to someone I’m in love with. Just think about it, waking up and seeing them and getting a really big smile. It sounds amazing.
I’m skyping with my friend while he does his history essay, and it’s super fun x3
I’m helping him figure out how he wants to write his sentences and he’s reading everything aloud. It’s like I’m editing his essay as he writes it ^-^
We’re also listening to music and joking around about his dog, which is being absolutely ridiculous, and joking around with his brother every once in a while, who just finished a project and felt the need to show us x3
I’m having a wonderful night with him, and I’m going to the movies with him this Friday to see a movie I’ve been excited to see for months c:
im like horny for 30 hours a day
**correction. 69 hours a day**
thats just stupid theres not even 69 hours in a day
This guy was just trying to flirt with me and he was like “hey, come over right now and I’ll be your slave for an hour ;)” and I was like “ooohhhh what are the limits of this? c;” and he was like “there are no limits babe ;)” and my final response was “alright, call my boyfriend and have a nice 59 minute chat about respect and fidelity, I’m sure he can teach you PLENTY, and with the last minute, look yourself in the mirror and realise how completely inappropriate your last messages were to me.”
When he said sorry, I said, “don’t apologise to me, apologise to yourself.”
So in eighth grade my English teacher had me write myself a letter and she said she’d send it to me when I graduate high school. I just got it in the mail, and oh my gosh, I’m having so many flashbacks.
One of the first things I wrote was that I hope I’m still playing the viola when I’m reading this. I said that I hope I someday pursue a job in music or childcare. Seeing as I’m going into music education, I think I’ve met my goal pretty damn spot on.
In the letter I also talked about this girl who recently randomly dropped out of my life which is a little awkward. I was talking about how I didn’t like that people were so mean to her and never helped her when she needed it. I guess that’s kind of ironic.
I wrote about how I was with Liam and I wrote down a bunch of things we did together, like build that bridge on the river off the nature trail, and go to Kirsten’s parties, and other things. I never wrote I love him in this letter, though, and I remember deciding not to write that, because I knew if I did write it and we had broken up, I wouldn’t want to be reading that I thought I loved him. I guess I made a good decision back then. I guess I always kind of knew it shouldn’t last forever.
I wrote about this guy I had recently started talking to and I wrote “I know he’ll be a good friend of mine in high school,” and I was totally right- we’ve been becoming closer and closer this year.
She also included in the envelope a picture I made. It was a picture of a painting, with a big field and trees and a blue sky. On the picture, I wrote, “I am a painting- creative, individual, significant.”
i think my priest might be gay????? i mean he keeps saying “ah, men” after every prayer
So I had sort of a rough day
At first I was super insanely sleepy and couldn’t get to school. When I finally got there, math was super boring because all we did was color pictures of the college we’re going to, and so I fell asleep and got marker all over my arms. Then in literature I got kind of emotional because people were talking about the Boston bombing and like, belittling the whole situation, and one girl in my class kind of talked back at me when I said that it is more expected for an entire country to be personally offended by a bombing at a huge event like the Boston Marathon, which represents peace between nations, than it is for an entire country to be personally offended by single murders. She said I probably just wasn’t educated well enough on all of the serial killers and murderers that exist. I understand that the death of victims from either situation is awful- the intentional murder of any human being is equally immoral, regardless of who it is. But I’m more PERSONALLY offended when somebody attacks an event that kind of represents peace on Patriots’ Day, than a single, mentally-unstable person murdering one targeted victim. The loss of lives are equally tragic REGARDLESS of how it happens. However, with the bombing, they disrupted the peace of our nation and disrespected a day that, to me and to many other people, represents peace. So yeah, I got kind of frustrated in that class, but I guess it was nice to debate. Then at lunch, red soda got spilled ALL over me, and I had to miss like half of the lunch washing it off, and take off my shirt so I only had a cami on for the rest of the day. Then, in my free period last period, I nearly passed out because it was so hot. Like, my eyes got all blurry and I got dizzy. Soooooo yep.
Since then, though, my day has improved. My boy has been sending me beautiful pictures of where he is, and has been being very sweet to me. I got to take a nap, and I got to spend some time playing old video games I haven’t played in ages. Soon, I’ll go to Music Awards Night, which is like this thing at my school where teachers pretty much celebrate everybody in the music department, especially the seniors. I was secretly told that I’m receiving an award tonight, but I’m not sure what it’ll be, yet. So, that’s exciting! I’m hoping my day will keep going up hill, from here.
i hope one day you find someone who makes flowers grow in even the saddest parts of you
(Source: fforestt)
"Do not chase people. Be you and do your own thing and work hard. The right people who belong in your life will come to you, and stay."
